During one of her mediumship sessions in March of 2018 Ashley received an initiation download about the Diamond Heart. In this she was shown a diamond that entered into her heart space, as led by a group of angelic light beings who held space. She was told that she would help educate others about the concept of a “Diamond Heart” and what it means to embody the diamond heart.
The Diamond Heart is a concept that we are all eternal beings, emanating divine creator energy in all moments. In this we are creators, as we embody the essence of source at all moments, and it’s greatest access point is through one’s heart center. The center point of our heart is a magnetic field, our zero-point field that connects us to all of the universe. To be an embodiment of this toroidal energy field allows us to energetically be in flow or momentum with the universe at large. This also allows us to access all the information within the universe, for we have access to the entire field of information inside of us. BEing an open channel to this pure energy, and allowing the information to flow freely is a choice, and to be in this state is something that we can work to embody. To be in this state is a feeling state that becomes us, and likely can be accessed in times of meditation at first and then more consciously embodied with awareness. When we are in this state we create a magnetic field around us that is resistance free, and that allows us to line up with our creations due to the Law of Attraction. This is how we are divine creators, by being in this resistance free state, and living from our heart. Through this we match up with like vibrations, magnetized to us through our toroidial field, allowing us to consciously create the life of our liking.
Similarly, our thoughts and belief systems help us to be and embody the Diamond Heart. This is why when we meditate, and go more into our BE-ing state of bliss and harmony, we naturally embody this at a greater magnetic strength. The more magnetic one becomes the more quickly we manifest our desires and create abundance in our lives. We can become more magnetic through purification, by being more in tune with one’s soul and emotions, while following our inner guidance, and by thinking abundant and loving thoughts and embodying source energy unconditionally. It’s also about becoming more conscious or aware of oneself, embracing both our shadow and our light, and becoming more integrated. By living through our heart we are also living embodiments of compassion, as we are always trying to understand others perspectives and seeing them from an integrative perspective. Asking “how can I understand” when it comes to life, is what can assist us to live from our heart.
When we are connected with ourselves and more aware of our soul or spiritual essence within our body, we become magnetic and embody the diamond heart. We also become more aware of our connection within the grid of Gaia. Within this grid system we have access to our connection as an individual within Gaia herself, and we are able to communicate and exchange information more readily within this system. We also learn more about the role that we might play within this grid system, as every soul participating on earth has a specific role to play within this system. We can upload and download information from within Gaia to better assist in our creations. We can also communicate with other individual’s higher-selves to be able to collaborate and co-create within this system. Think of Gaia as a web in which we are all interconnected, and every individual’s Diamond Heart can communicate with one another, and can communicate with the heart of Gaia herself. It is like an information system, in the same way that we have cells within our own body that all cooperate and co create in perfect harmony with one another to create our body.
In her healing sessions, Ashley works with source energy through various healing lineages. These healing lineages work on our energetic bodies, assisting in purifying our auric field and emotional systems, assisting in healing us of karma and various blockages that slow the strength of our toroidal field. These sessions allow us to embody this higher vibration and more pure spiritual energy, that allows each of us to tune into our own Diamond Heart and become a more powerful magnetic field. As we embody a more powerful magnetic field, we naturally attract more abundance in our lives due to the Law of Attraction. Additionally, we become more connected with the consciousness of Gaia herself, and find our place within the grid where we can download and upload information more readily to consciously become the divine creators that we are born to be. This naturally also aligns us with our soul purpose, as we are more naturally resonating at a soul level and thus attracting things that are resonant to our soul. All of these concepts are interconnected, as are we to the universe at large.
Spiritual Healing Through the Emotional Body
Why are feelings and emotions important? They are our internal compass speaking to us. You see we are non physical beings and our soul connection starts in the higher dimensions and then as we become physically focused here, our “hook-ups” so to speak with these non-physical energies start primarily through the feelings and emotions. Then we have our thoughts within our mind, and then we have our physical bodies. All of these components interact with one another energetically and constitute the “individual” that we are here in this physical dimension.
So why are our feelings and emotions so important? They are our most immediate hook up to our higher-self and are the most immediate way to communicate with our higher-self.
How are feelings different than emotions? Feelings are a communication from this higher part of us and they can work in conjunction with our sensory outputs within our physical bodies. We might physically feel a push or a pull within us that is subtle, a contraction or expansion so to speak. But we also might see or hear our higher self speak to us as well that is accompanied with this contraction or expansive feeling.
Emotions, on the other hand, are a more passive or fleeting experience that is like a burst of energy. Our brains contain neurotransmitters that allow the release or sensation of emotions. But our physical bodies and our spiritual bodies are connected! These emotions show us where we have a strong current of energy flowing, energetic momentum so to speak. For instance you might feel a moment where you experience really intense joy, or really intense anger. Both are strong signals that we have a current of energy occurring within us, as well as a communication that is happening within your higher being into this physical dimension. When we experience a lot of these “good” feeling or high vibrational emotions, then you are on track and moving toward your desires which is awesome. But if we are experiencing negative emotion frequently then we need to begin to look deeper.
It is so important that we allow ourselves to sit with all of our feelings and emotions and allow the full somatic experience of being in the full feeling state when we experience a very strong emotion. Because this emotion - as a stream of energy needs to be fully experienced and felt in order for the energy to be fully released. Most of the time people will feel a strong emotion coming on and cut themselves off from it, and this will just stuff the energy into the emotional body to be dealt with at a later time. Those emotions are going to have to come up and be processed sooner or later, and so it’s super important that we always allow ourselves to sit with the emotions and to be fully present with them.
When we stuff emotions into our emotional body, they create resistance. When we go into strong state of resistance to what we are actually feeling then we can have these emotions come out in various ways, we see this a lot with addicts. Addicts are highly resistant to feeling parts of themself that want to be felt, so they turn to numbing addictions like drugs, alcohol, food, drama etc to help them perpetuate the control that they want to have over not allowing themselves to feel these feelings.
You see when we have these intense negative emotions and feelings, a communication is occurring where we need to look deeper within ourself. What part of us are we abandoning by trying to avoid feeling the feeling? Our higher-self would not be alerting us with the emotion or feeling if there wasn’t something that needed to be seen. It could be something as simple as a self limiting belief, like "I am not enough" that is creating that negative emotion. Likely this is tied to a trauma that we experienced as a child. Or it could be something really big like, "Do not trust this person because they are dangerous," that we really need to listen to! Regardless, if it is related to something big or small, the communication still needs to be addressed and we need to come to an understanding of what part of ourself wants to communicate with us.
As we allow all parts of ourself to be integrated, we are thus able to flow in the direction of what it is that we really love and enjoy, because we aren’t in direct contrast or have opposing forces within us that creates split energy. When we are in this flow, due to the law of attraction, the universe brings us all cooperative components that are necessary to assist us. Miracles happen daily and we are in true abundance!
So what’s the deal with split energy and negative emotions? Imagine someone who has all his life thought that he wanted to be a pilot - but this was directly going against what his higher-self wanted him to experience in this lifetime. Every time he goes toward the path of being a pilot he is going to experience resistance because his higher self knows that this is not his highest path. Yet he ignores it and ignores it and instead does what his mind wants because he believes this is what he is supposed to do because pilots make a lot of money. But his soul is screaming for him to become a musician, which is what he loved doing as a child but wrote this off years ago because it did not seem practical. Likely this man will go through many scenarios where he feels strong negative emotion. Perhaps he even begins to stuff these emotions down and turns to alcohol to soothe himself and perpetuate the resistance. To heal this situation, this man then would need to stop and allow himself to fully feel the intense anger and frustration when the anger would be triggered within him, likely when he was thinking thoughts about becoming a piolet. While being present with this emotion, he might link this anger back to a scenario or a trauma that he experienced in his childhood within the relationships with his parents or peers that caused him to then come into the belief system that he must be a pilot. For instance, when he was a child his father may have yelled at him for not getting good grades in school. He learned to conform to his fathers wishes and to societal standards which was thus creating the negative emotion within him. By allowing himself to sit with these strong emotions, and have a communication within himself in regards to the why behind the emotions, he can get to this understanding. When he allows himself to fully feel this anger and then see that he doesn't have to be angry and that he doesn't have to put so much pressure on himself to succeed or conform, this allows the resolutions to take place within the emotional body.
This man then might slowly come into the realization that “hey maybe I actually don’t want to be a pilot.” Now because he is no longer resisting parts of himself he is then able to feel more and be more present with his internal guidance system. His internal guidance prompts him to feel attracted to listening to some of his favorite music or melodies online one day, which then another day inspires him to pick up the guitar and start strumming. He feels inspired to then play the guitar and record this online. Then suddenly this video that he created goes viral and instantly he is FLOWING downstream towards his passion, and in as little as a week that this took for him after he did his emotional integration work, he recognizes he spent years pushing against himself trying to become a pilot when all parts of him was not even close to being on board with him to allow this path to be easy and effortless. He begins to attract resources like money and new friendships of people who support him on this new path. And this all happened because he stopped resisting himself, allowed himself to feel the negative emotions, get to the root cause of those negative emotions, when they were stuffed into the emotional body, which thus freed him to being able to become more attuned to the good feeling sensations that were offering him hints that would allow him to move toward his highest path.
You see, as his emotional integration occurred, he was thus able to move towards his highest excitement much more quickly because he became more clear within himself. He wasn’t so “bogged down” so to speak by the splits within him that were causing the resistance and negative emotions. This then allowed an exponential increase in his own rate of expansion because he was able to very quickly manifest the cooperative components because all parts of him were onboard.
Our heart is a huge source of this communication and we can have conversations even directly with our heart about what emotions we are experiencing and why. This is our most direct hook up to our higher-self. Remember nothing is ever random, no emotion or feeling is ever random. Our feelings are our intuition speaking to us constantly. Do not dismiss a feeling ever -there is always a reason why we feel certain feelings. And often if we are able to feel a feeling and trust that feeling fully and then take action based on that feeling, it allows miracles to occur and also allows us to flow around roadblocks that might have been “detours” so to speak on our journey. Our feelings are our intuition guiding us down our highest path!
I envision in our future that we are able to teach this to our children, and as parents we allow our children to flow in the direction of their desires without trying to manipulate or control them into what we think is best for them. Children should be allowed to naturally resonate towards what is exciting to them. It's all the old paradigm belief systems here on this planet that typically hinder this process and block the child of their natural flow. Children are like pure vessels of source and they are almost always naturally attuned to their own emotions, inner guidance system, and feeling body! All we have to do is set them free, and allow their inner genius to speak through them and naturally resonate towards their highest path quickly.
So let's allow ourselves to feel all the feels, and allow our feelings to speak to us! They have a lot to say, you see. Our abundance is at the other end of allowing all feelings and parts of ourselves to be seen, heard, felt, integrated and then to flow towards more of what our own expansion brings us.
What Happens After a Spiritual Awakening?
At the end of 2015 I went through my spiritual awakening and my world got turned upside down, and I literally drastically changed as a person within months. At that time I became obsessed with learning about energy, the law of attraction, healing, etc. I’ve read countless books, taken classes, etc. There is one simple thing that I wish that I could go back and tell my old self back then (and from a non-linear perspective I WAS communicating with my old-self, just wasn’t ready to recognize it at this time). And this simple truth is that all I had to do was to ALLOW THE JOURNEY that is my life to unfold, and become more self-aware every step of the way.
Doing any sort of work to raise your vibration will assist and drive healing, yes. I am a huge promoter of energy healing, eating a healthy diet, and being conscious of what you are allowing into your reality in order to maintain a high vibration. However, as I went along I found that the most healing experiences simply came up because of the interactions I was having with friends or family where I was being triggered. Because this was allowing me to become more self-aware. I did not need to go searching for these healings. They were organic, natural and simple.
So now let’s start at the beginning. You have a spiritual awakening! You might find that the path of a spiritual awakening is not simple. The first step is recognizing that you are a multidimensional being. You are a soul in a body. And you are an expansive and infinite being. We forgot this at the time of our birth, as we have been born into a dense and challenging 3rd dimensional experience where there have been much oppression that has encouraged us to forget our own power, our own divinity. Once you recognize that you are god-force ENERGY in a body being expressed, and that you are the creator of your reality your life changes forever.
So what happens after you recognize that you are a creator being? Well it’s simple. All of the belief systems that have held you in place and kept you in chains for so long must begin to unravel. You begin to realize that the power that you have is in your beliefs, which are formed by your thoughts, feelings, and actions. These belief systems that you automatically adopt because of the oppression of the mass consciousness on this planet must come to your awareness. There is much energetic momentum with many of these belief systems, so we must begin to examine how these commonly held beliefs are affecting us on an individual level. This is where the journey of self awareness begins.
You might begin to recognize that we are living in a reality that is governed by the law of attraction. The law of attraction is determined by your vibration. So you realize you can affect your vibration by many things, but mostly by your thoughts and your feelings. You begin by changing your thoughts and being more positive to thus attract more of what you want. You begin to change the way you think and express, by proclaiming “I am abundant”, “I am healthy”, “I am whole.” You start to see life changes occur. When you begin to learn about the law of attraction and work with the natural flow of your being, a lot of really good things will happen to you and you will see positive change. But likely before it gets better, I am just going to be honest, it will probably get worse before it gets REALLY good.
This is because as you begin to recognize yourself and dive into the inner experience, you begin to recognize all that was not previously working for you, and for this planet for that matter! And the only way that we can become self-aware is by recognizing all that is not in harmony with our natural state. This is what one might call shadow-work, or integration. The beauty in shadow work though is that one does not need to seek it out. Your higher self is working to create scenarios for you to be able to have self actualization and recognize the shadow within you. These shadows are almost always tied to some sort of a trauma that created a self limiting belief system within.
See what happens is that when we are in our childhood we have these traumas that form our subconscious. When you become spiritually awakened and aware of your godhood you are being made aware of your own subconscious belief systems, simply by exploring life, and going through experiences. When you go through experiences that you might deem as negative you simply need to become aware of what subconscious operating belief system created the “negative” experience. Just by acknowledging and becoming aware of the parts of us that we have been resisting, we free them. We thus allow ourselves to become a greater light.
So how did these healings happen? Well, I would become triggered. Being triggered is an emotional response your higher self is cueing you that something is not in harmony with your natural state of being. It is showing you your traumas and your pain that have been stuffed into the subconscious. When one becomes triggered the natural response is to try to push the harsh emotion away, to resist further. But rather than becoming MORE resistant to what was happening, you go in-to the emotion. This might mean that you have to remove yourself from the trigger at first, to sit alone in contemplation. To sit in your body, and to allow yourself to FEEL. You simply allow yourself to feel the emotion further. And in this beautiful process it actually allows a transmutational process to occur. You get to release the trauma and the trigger all together. After you allow yourself to feel, you can then go deeper and get to the root belief that was causing the trigger this is even better. When you get to the root belief you recognize that this is false, and this then allows you to release it forever.
Just simply becoming aware of these triggers/traumas/false beliefs and then allowing yourself to let them go, allows the unraveling process to occur. And as you become more and more unravelled you naturally become a greater light. This allows you to then manifest more of what you do want, without you even having to do anything, and you are more naturally in your soul’s divine frequency. You will no longer have to repeat affirmation after affirmation, your being-ness will be enough and your desired manifestations will happen purely because you are existing!
Remember. Every moment we can look at a situation or a person in our life and we can ask ourselves, "what is this trying to teach me?" When we come to a place of higher understanding for everything that happens within our lifetime, when we can recognize the lesson in every situation, we allow healing.
As we all allow healing within ourselves we become more authentically who we really are. And as we all become more authentically who we are, which is our soul's pure unique frequency, and we begin to step into our purpose for being here on this planet. As we individually step into our purpose through our own healing, we begin to heal collectively as a planet. We will be drawn to the places where we are supposed to go, by following out highest excitement. We will be matched with the people who can help us, and who we can help. Natural instances of divine synchronicity will occur. And as we do this we begin to co-create heaven on earth.